izzah socks

2011-11-25T00:20:00.000-08:00

I'm not very pretty and I'm not very smart.

2011-11-17T08:56:00.000-08:00

Thursday, 17 November 2011.

The day all of us were waiting for.

Well, *hop hop hop hops off the cliff*

2011-11-17T08:54:00.000-08:00

you. are. a. jerk.

2011-11-16T08:06:00.000-08:00

Sister and her friend <3

2011-11-14T09:00:00.000-08:00

School in the morning to submit my I&R.

That's the last for PW. Hell yeahhh(Y)

Dental in the afternoon.

Having the chain hurts alot )':

Amira met me when I was waiting for my turn.

She was there with me while I was in pain. Literally in pain.

Headed to Eastpoint.

Surprise cute event by Atikah & Amira.

See that board I'm holding onto, well that was my gift.

Faiqah joined us.

Had a late dinner at Eighteen Chefs.

Nearly died from the pain that my braces were causing me.

Home.

I am very unsure, I don't know what to say to you.

I'm not used to these kinda stuffs.

Please give me time to learn.

2011-11-12T02:23:00.001-08:00

HI.

I'M 17 NOW.

On 11/11/11 (:

So the first thing I did at midnight of 10/11/11

I tore open the letter that I got from S.

hehhhhh and I was otp with Amira too.

So I was screaming like an idiot while I was reading the letter.

Got so many birthday wishes <3

So got off the phone with Amira.

Haikal calleeeeeed, love that little boy (:

Was on the phone with him until like 2:30 (was supposed to sleep at 1)

Forced to sleep and rushed to school before 7:30 am.

OP at 10:30

unlucky me, I got 6 assessors.

Screwed up my Q&A part.

Tears just rolled down my cheeks after the presentation.

Walked away from my group and met Hanisa <3

She certainly did make me feel better.

Talked about how we celebrated my bday last year.

Sitting on the boulder, singing 'Like it's her birthday' before our papers started.

Walked away to the library to borrow a movie to distract me from the sorrow within me.

Borrowed Hanisa's ez-link to borrow the movie.

She had a fine but I told the librarian it was my bday so the fine was waived off.

Wasn't that nice ?

Went back down to the canteen and bumped into Hanisa, Vivian and Priya <3

Nice people, very niceeeee.

Made my way to the library (again) and bumped into Fabeha and Syakir.

Had a freaking long chat with them in front of the bookshop.

Made my way to the library and Syafiqah was there <3

Continued to talk to Syakir while waiting for mty laptop from Afrina.

Went for audience duty after getting my laptop back.

I nearly fell asleep during that group's presentation.

Met Nadirah and Divya otw to the library, sweet girls <3

Headed to the library again.

Sat at my usual couch with Syafiqah.

Junming was beside me and Guan Quan was there too.

Honestly, I've never spoken to them much.

But that day, I decided to get to know them better.

They're cool people. Why didn't I talk to them earlier?

But I was feeling a little depressed.

Everyone bailed out on me.

But whatever. Loner4lyfe.

It didn't help that the girls in my class weren't really talking to me.

Whatever, gross. I don't even need them hahaha.

Btw, they were kicked out off the library for making too much noise.

So the whole class had to leave cos of those losers.

Walked up to the staff room.

Guess who I saw, my pweedyyyy boyyy, Luqman <3

It has been ages and seeing him actually put a smile on my face.

Miss that pweedyyy boy.

Headed to the third level.

Lepak-ed more with Syafiqah and Priya before going down to the iCafe to get a cookie.

Met Fatin and Najah, lovely girls.

talked talked talked before joining the class again.

Finally Mr Lin came with our I&R feedback.

I waited all the way till 4:30 waiting for something huge.

But there were very little changes to be made,

Generally done well.

Celebrated with the class.

Alex pulled me out and i had short h2h talk with him that made me cry.

That boy is really nice.

Mr Lin wished me happy bday. and i shall continue this soon.

2011-11-11T22:57:00.000-08:00

This is gonna be one long long long post.

So I'll break it up.

Let's start.

Thursday, 10/11/11

Rushed to school and managed to reach school by 10.

But say hello to hell.

Walked around the entire school but couldn't find my groupmates.

Called them but none answered.

Finally one of the retards texted me saying that the meeting was at 11am.

_l_

So when they finally came, they wasted my bloody time.

Waited for GQ to pass me something and then I left.

Well I basically ranted to Sufyan and his friends who were studying at the grand stand.

But I couldn't leave school just yet.

Helped Afrina with her Q&A.

Faiqah texted me to go back to CZ.

Wanted to meet her so made my way there.

Fathin J followed cos she had nothing to do.

But Fai then texted saying she left. Another _l_ moment.

Zikri texted so decided to meet him.

Lepak-ed at Mr Teh Tarik.

Then Yaseen and Aisyah joined.

Went over to Z's house and met his baby sister.

Lepak-ed there some more.

Sent Fathin J to the 168.

Walked home with Z.

Waited for 11/11/11 to arriveeee.

2011-11-07T06:05:00.000-08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji !

I know I'm a day late.

Yesterday was pretty slackkkk.

Had an awkward marathon with the cousins <3

I just love that polaroid. heh.

2011-11-01T18:36:00.000-07:00

Spent the whole day doing PW yesterday.

It was 7pm when we took this.

Well, my day was actually bearable thanks to them.

2011-10-31T08:09:00.000-07:00

TOO MUCH CRAZY GOING ON.

MY HAPPY PILLS <3

2011-10-31T05:44:00.000-07:00

Wait, my mood is ruined cos of my fcuking PW members.

Bitches.

2011-10-30T05:34:00.000-07:00

Somebody take me away.

I really hate my life.

Doesn't help that my Malay A's is tomorrow.

Help )':

2011-10-29T07:58:00.000-07:00

See that, that's my old hair.

I freaking miss it.

That was around 7 months ago.

When I was still quite happy.

“Happy girls are the prettiest”
― Audrey Hepburn

2011-10-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

He is such a cutie.

My superman <3

2011-10-28T11:04:00.000-07:00

PARK KYUNG IS UNBELIEVABLY SEXY <3

2011-10-28T09:35:00.000-07:00

Right now, I feel like I've just been betrayed.

Forever naive.

I will never learn will I?

2011-10-28T09:13:00.000-07:00

I skipped school. Again.

School is just too depressing.

Went to the doctor's to get an MC.

Ended up talking to him for 30 minutes.

He's just so brilliant.

It's unfair how some people are just naturally gifted.

Faiqah came over and we baked brownies.

Had dinner at eighteen chefxzx (Y)

2011-10-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

Seriously miss my Swatz.

I've been so preoccupied with PW it sucks )':

2011-10-28T05:33:00.000-07:00

I REALLY WANNA FACE-PALM MYSELF.

WAS I REALLY THAT KENTAL?

UH WAIT, NVM......

2011-10-28T04:59:00.000-07:00

Let's compare how we transformed for prom !

Graduation day, October 2010.

Prom night, November 2010.

2011-10-28T04:38:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, it's been awhile.

One year maybe?

Let's see how we grew.

That was taken during Limelight, July 2010.

That was taken during our H&M outing, October 2011.

We're smiling more in the 2011 photo because we've been separated for so long, so it was all smiles when we finally met up again.

No doubt JC life is tough but I think it's tougher being away from them.

I really do miss them.

2010-05-03T08:21:00.000-07:00

i want lip smackers
especially the rolly lip smackers.
i alrdy have one rolly one.
so cute! and it taste nice. haha.

2010-04-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

i am so annoyed.

1) my computer cant play any youtube videos. idk why.
2) some people just had to spoil my mood
3) just when i wanted to change to be the old me. happy izzah, stuff happens and im depressed.
4) YOUTUBE!
5) i haven used the computer for 1 week and youtube does this to me.
6) i need to get a new chem tutor.
7) i am not looking forward to tomorrow.
8) there are so many other reasons why i am not looking forward to tomorrow.
9) stop saying you are fat when i'm heavier than you.
10) making unreasonable excuses for alot of things.
11) i have to hand in my eng file tomorrow.
12) the speech day form by tomorrow too.
13) tomorrow is a saturday and its like so packed with things.
14) plans are like fish.
15) i need to study but im not studying.
16) i feel like im drowning in my problems.
17) the fact that i was so happy yesterday and the total opposite now.
18) how im saying this in general so i dont hurt people's feelings.
19) why i wont explode now.
20) i am just so annoyed. explode explode!

i have a diary now! wow. that is where im gonna let loose.
not here. definately not here.
YOUTUBE! damn it.

2010-02-28T03:38:00.000-08:00

oh mah gosh.
someone said i gained weight,
like said im fat. nooooo.

2010-02-23T03:31:00.000-08:00

say hello to hunter.
he is one lazy cat.

so todayyy.
cikgu alena was on course. again.
haller. i slacked and talked with aly and mirah.

had O' Level briefing on the registration during recess.
then there were some civil defence guys.
they are so weird i swear.
the fried rice i was eating was spicy.
so i rushed to buy a drink.
then skali they followed.
then they sat behind me.
nas was just giving them the look. haha.

we went up to class damn late.
then met mr ahmad(or however you spell his name)
nas was like "hi mr ahmad"
i thought he would ignore but he replied hi.
im jealous of his eyes. so sparkly.
siti has stopped telling me that my eyes are sparkly. awww.

after school.
studied with amira.
supposed to do chem but then i did amaths tys.
i did 7 question for 1 and a half hours.
well. there were many parts.
and it was trigo.
so kinda proud of myself.

i am cute.
freaking bunny cute ears.
haha. nvm. inside joke.

took 31 home cos it was the first bus that came.
saw someone.
it was someone's best friend.
and i met that someone's best friend yesterday.
he is so cute. in a bdk kecil kinda way.
haha. anyways. haiqal was on the bus too.
amira said he's cute.
i just laughed cos i didnt tell her i knew him at first.
then she figured out that i knew that guy.

and so malu.
i was super high cos i was texting someone.
namely. atikah. i was being rude to her. sorry.
then i was laughing and smiling to myself and accidentally smiled at this cute ite guy.
and he smiled back.
melts and malu.
haha. even though amira was super mabuk and stoning in the bus.
i found other ways to entertain myself.
haha.

today have master of study[:
and shinee was on star golden bell.
but i only managed to catch the last part.
Jonghyun super cute. omg.
his muka always so shocked.
onew too. yay.

2010-02-20T08:03:00.000-08:00

hellooo.
big bang is on tv. gara gara go.
now ukiss.
omg. hahaha.
i remember dancing "am i that easy" with ji seon on wednesday.
at the field during p.e.
omg. and ji seon was waving at the tkss guys.
the tkss guys must be flattered. korean chick waving at them. lol.
and mr tan came to us and said "did i just see you girls waving at the boys"
hahaha. mr tan was shocked. "you girls nowadays" was just his reply and he walked away.
and natasha did binguel binguel. disaster. haha.

lessons are phfftt. okay i guess.
but i failed amaths and emaths once again.
but i didnt get single digit for emaths[:
improving. heee.

pms-ed yesterday.
got scolded alot.
my dad keeps saying his going to blow up the tv because i watch too much tv.
third time today.

i skipped chem tuition today.
didnt feel like going.
and mrs foo is still very slow so i understand what she is teaching.

OMG. shinee is on tv.
i love tvN. but too bad its only a preview till 1 march.
ring ding dong. haha.
so fantastic. elastic.

and ohh im excited. going to watch To Kill a Mockingbird play by toyfactory.
and im still into kpop. very into.
2pm has a new song.
2ne1 too. Ji Seon told me about that song.
she asked me if i knew that song and i didnt and she was like "how can you not know"
haha. sorry lah. its been a long time since i checked out new korean songs.

ouh and amira's back from australia.
thanks for the rock candyyy. i likeeee.
okay gtg.
enjoy the video.

2010-02-14T10:04:00.000-08:00

haha. i changed the channel to channel V or whatever.
and its jonas brothers.
and it reminded me of when i fell asleep at aly's house.
i slept to the song paranoid.
woke up to another jo bro song. weirddd.

and ohhh. i found out something woahhh.
hahaha.
it's 2.14 am now.
i want to sleep.
and dream.

2010-02-14T08:15:00.000-08:00

i look weird sleeping.

yes. all i want to do is sleep.
today was a horrible day.
got scolded by my dad.
likeee hellooo.
i know i take a long time to get ready.
but please lah. no one died.
in the end we were the first to reach era's house.

emo-ed.
and Heath died.
i could have cried but i wasnt alone.
the star quarterback.
the sweet and hot guy.
i still can't believe it.
why did Heath have to get murdered.
im super angry.
i fell in love with him after reading marked.
now it's the sixth book, tempted.
Heath. You're like the perfect boyfriend.
phfftttt. theres just some things i cant express out here.

i wish i was Zoey.
reallyyyy. im so disturbed.
why the hell did Heath have to die.
nvm. theres still Stark.
the warrior.
Heath wasn't a jerk like Erik.
Stark and Heath would work together.
damn. im super devastated.
Heath R.I.P.

i should shut up about Heath already.
watching 200 pounds of beauty on channel u.
quite cute.
okay now it's scary. not in a hantu kinda way.
anyways.

Happy Valentine's Day.
maybe im emo because of that.
nahhh. im not affected by such things at this age.
but but but.
i want a boyfriend whos caring too.
like Heath.

okay top three guys im thinking about.
1) Heath from the House Of Night
2) Minho from Shinee
3) Siwan from ZE:A

Im tired.
idk why im always tired. sleep.

2010-02-13T09:46:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the best day of my life this year.

school ended at 10.
went parkway to buy ingredients to bake brownies.
took 76. super scary cos this junior screamed.
then she went to the front.
i was like "okayyyy"
then i had to move in because alot of people were coming in.
then siti pulled me back.
there was this tak betul guy. betul nyerrr tak betul.
so i asked the junior what he did.
then she said that the guy wanted to kiss her.
then he kept going closer to us.
super scary. i was like clutching onto siti.

that wasnt the end.
i asked the junior and her friends to run out when they reach the stop.
the guy wanted to chase them. wth.
then he went to another tkgian and TOUCHED HER.
omg. siti and I were super shocked.
the rest weren't out of the bus yet.

we wanted to chase him but idk where he went.
so scaryyyy.

nasrin, nandhini and amirah went to giant to buy the ingredients.
siti and i went to buy roses.
she bought one for me<3

met them again at giant.
there were two uncles. oh goshhh. haha.
they were like "wanna give rose to uncle uh."
then there was another younger guy "no lah. giving their bfs"
then nas, nan and mira the best.
a lady asked "shouldn't you be at school"
haha. random much.

im not even near the fun part.
okay now.
ohhhhh goshhhhh. FUN.
went to alyana's house.
alyana and evelyn were just taking out the tent.
so we split up into two groups.
baking group : Izzah(me), Amirah, Nasrin, Siti
pitching tent group: Alyana, Nandhini, Evelyn
so reminds me of obs.

so the other group pitched the tents super fast.
one was superrrr hugeee.
then we baked and baked.
like so kekok cos we were ransacking the place for the stuff we needed.
we made a mess. but i just cleaned while they baked.

so while the brownies were baking.
we ate in the tent.
very modern, there was a fan in the tent. hahhaha.
we played murderer. so cacat lah.
we acted like we were at the beach. haha.
it was kinda hot so we retreated inside.

alyana, evelyn, amirah and siti wanted to play the bicycle and kids scooter.
haha. so they went out.
left nandhini, nasrin and me.
nas and nan were playing tap tap.
so i went to alyana's room and played with my hair.
then i went out and arranged the sleeping bags and watched tv.
i know right. like my own house like that. haha. sry aly.
nas and nan joined me. we were watching spongebob.
omg. hahahha. so funnyyyy.

the rest came back with water balloons. haha.
we watched spongebob for abit and i fell asleep.
tak glam. they say i sleep cute. hahahha.
anyways, i woke up and i was alone.
so i looked ard. aly, nas and nan were in the toilet filing the water balloons.
haha. retarded. we formed an alliance. lol.

i went out again and found siti, amirah and evelyn outside filling the water balloons too.
hahaha. just watched them being retarded. gosh water balloons.
so i went back to the living room and ate the brownies.
siti came and we were just sitting blankly.
me mainly cos i just woked up. siti just didnt know what to do.
then she said "oh one of aly's bro back alrdy"
then he passed us and we just stared.
then suddenly aly, nas and nan burst out laughing from the toilet and the bro gave the wth look.

then finally we played with the water balloons.
very fast. and damn you nas. omg.
we were supposed to take turns throwing at one another.
then suddenly nas just threw at nan i think.
then she ran away. and i was alone.
weak and vulnerable.
and nan, aly and evelyn started throwing the water balloons at me.
wahhh. hurts damn alot sia.
i was like dumbstruck. i didnt even run. i just stared at them. stupid much.

so after the water balloons. we played with the hose.
hahaha. lots of water. omg.
there was truth or dare then suddenly everything turned into dares.
we did alot of stupid stuff.

we went to the gate and started waving at people while spraying water everywhere.
then once we decided to pose at the gate.
so we were like "faster! car coming"
so we posed and i was like "why the car turning in"
then the car stopped in front of the gate and her brother came out from the car.
it was the same brother who just stared at us before that.
nan, nas and me ran away. so paiseh.
and the best thing was. alyana was on the floor posing and the car just stopped in front of her.
we laughed like crazy aft that. epic moment.

so we went out to do dares.
we danced ring ding dong by shinee and sorry sorry by super junior.
haha. free show like that.
there were some cars who passed by thrice. hahaha.
we waved and most waved back.
we posed and they laughed.
we did all kinds of stupid stuff.
i swear. the best thing that happened to me ever.

then showered at aly's house while everyone was cleaning up.
haha. looked super fresh and all lah.
used her flat iron for my hair.
then aly did nan's hair too.
used victoria secret's perfume by nan.
siti asked me to wear mascara.
like make-over.
so fun. and everyone said my hair nice.
so touched. haha. my hair usually messy and all.

i want to go aly's house to get make-overs.
that would be fun.
so went home with my rose.
felt very confident. usually im shy.
but i smiled at people that day.
i should have more fun and smile more.

i just love my friends.
we are so lucky have one another.
i love you guys[:

2010-02-07T06:31:00.000-08:00

friday was a blast.
it's been a long time since we just sat down and talked.
we laughing too loudly at kfc.
haha. omg. we started saying how we've changed.
and i think i've changed alot.
they were like "izzah so emo now"
THATS SO TRUE.
in lower secondary i used to be so happy.
too happy. laugh here laugh there.
now, it's quite hard for me to laugh.
and i don't really talk that much.
or maybe not. hahaha.
yeah. and i cry alot. emo habis.

everyone is almost still the same.
it's just me.
i love them ttm.
i just hope someone wont steal my boyf. *ehem ehem*
haha. kidding.

2010-02-07T06:20:00.000-08:00

haha. i just died when the guys did the hip swaying part or wtv.
and idk why the video so long. crazy. the rest all blank.
ohmygee. ada kerja rumah melayu. mati.
hehe. melayu is so cool.

2010-02-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

I want him so badly ):
yet i know it's impossible.
but i'm still hoping.
it's gonna take a miracle.
phfffttt.

2010-02-05T21:46:00.000-08:00

helloooo. CAs finished already. i know right. fast.
highlight of my life in January.
i was stressed most of the time.
cried like so many times. crazy right.

anyways anyways. I WENT TO SEE SHINEE AT THE AIRPORT.
hahahhhhahahahahahhahahahaha. yay.
on friday, 29th January 2010.
i left the house at 6plus.
reached the airport with amirah at around 7.
shinee was supposed to come out at 8plus.
so i waited and waited. i was in the second row.
and these tall girls were in front of me.
and they were standing on the barricade. omg. so annoying.
and they think they're so special is it.
they were like "eh eh no pushing uh"
mintak kena smack jerr. and they gave me stares.
i was like wth. act only lah.
and the thing was they were malays. but no courtesy i swear.

haha. i talked to alot of people.
there was this nice tall girl too.
people started screaming for no reason and we were pissed.
cos when they screamed, everyone got ready their cameras.
then false alarm.
anyways, the girl was like "it's okay, when i take a picture of them, i'll let you see in case you don't get to see them."
lol. seriously. everyone was so tall.

haha, and there was a cute photographer. he was wearing brown.
he has such cute puppy dog eyes.
i kept staring at him cos shinee was MIA.

so SHINee only came out at nearly ten.
yes i waited for 2 hours for them.
and i was super pissed kay.
Jonghyun, Key. Taemin and MINHO walked past just like that.
I saw Jonghyun. Didn't see the rest.
Taemin was covering his face with a brochure or something.
Key was using his hood. omg. wth.
MINHO was using a cap.
i was like super pissed.

then everyone ran to the exit to chase them.
i was like "wth" so i just went to the front since everyone else ran off already.
and i got a pleasant surprise.
ONEW ONEW ONEW dubu came out.
and i was at the front.
and he was in front of me. and he smiled.
he is so shy. which makes him so cute.
he walked and smiled and looked down. omg. i swear. cuteee.
i think he injured his leg cos he was using the trolley for support.
but well, he always get injured. it's Onew's Condition.
his hair looked so silky and soft. haha. so nice.

so thats it. pissed off but happy in the end.
haha. i was crying also cos i didnt see minho, so emo right?
so everyone called me to ask how it was.
and i was crying because of minho. like wth. hahah.
wtv lah. for the experience.
this is such a long post. but well. haha.

so minho. now it's like a love hate thing.
haha. i told my mum im gonna break up with him.
and i was watching music bank on monday.
SHINee's last performance on music bank.
and minho kinda lost his balance.
and i was like "hahah. minho. jatuh. fall. fall."
and my mum was like "all couples fight some time, don't be mean lah"
hahaha. so retarded.

my mum keeps using minho against me now.
that time i said i wanna quit chem tuition.
she was like "if you go chem tuition at least 1 more month, i let you see shinee"
then i was crying and all and i said "nooo. i dont want to see shinee"
my mum said "you sureeee?" in that kinda tone.
omg. she knows me so well.

and another time. i was like so stressed and felt like cutting my hair.
so i was like "ibuuuu, i want to cut my hair. i cannot take it"
then my mum said "if you cut your hair, you'll be like minho cutting his hair"
i was like "whattt"
"if minho cuts his hair, it'll not be nice. same goes to you"
omg. wth.

hahaha. yeah. now im abit crazy and emo and whiny.
its the stress i tell you. ahhh. enough about minho.
im still so heartbroken.
nasrn got to see him. ahhhh. shut up.

i listening to U-Kiss now.
i think my life like so urgghh.
i keep talking about all these guys.
nvm lah. my own fantasy world.
going to chem tuition soon. boo.
i'll blog about yesterday later.

thats them!

2009-12-24T23:32:00.000-08:00

Junho! Joong Ki! Minho!
on let's go dream team.
kinda sad that junho doesnt appear anymore.

OMG. hello.
finally a real post.
i love love love SHINee.
i love almighty key.
i likee onew dubu. haha.
i picked up the word from youtube. someone taught me.

dubu means Tofu in Korean and 'Dubu' is Onew's (at 0:40) nickname.
He is referred as a "Dubu" because he is soft like tofu :)

haha. the person so nice.
explain to me.

moving on.
i love love love the voice of SHINee, Jonghyun.
i likeee taemin. omg. he is so cuteee.
but it makes me jealous. he is so skinny.
and i loveeeeeeee Minho.
Minho is the bestestest. hee.
i just like him alot.
he appears on alot of variety shows.
i likeee.
Let's Go Dream Team! yayy.

2009-12-24T22:58:00.000-08:00

alyana, nandhini, amirah, ME, nasrin, siti

shopping with nasrin!
absolutely fun[:

although it looks messy, it so so yummyyy.

kentalxzx.

haha. nasrin looks like she's pointing her middle finger.

the skating rink was empty.

idk what the three of us were doing. Siti was just staring.
she's not used to our weirddd ways.

OMG. retarded.

they are just tall. im not short. haha.

photos from my birthday and the day i went to the expo sale with nasrin.

2009-11-13T05:23:00.000-08:00

my birthday was a blast.
thanks to alyana. amirah. nasrin. nandhini. siti.
reallyyy. i loveee them.
alyana bought me an animal bag. so cuteee.
nasrin and nandhini bought me a necklace. so niceee.
and they printed out pictures with messages at the back. how sweet.

whatever. now my mood has obviously changed.
i woke up at 10 plus.
i was being such a kind soul cos i made maggi for my sister.
and i told her not to use the comp.
i went to bathe and taa-daa. my other sister was playing sims 3.
i was so effing mad. duhh. ask her to quit the game.
and it took 30 effing minutes to quit the effing game.
i mean. i had plans to do homework.
so as effing revenge. i wanted to use the comp all day.
but effing sisters kept effing bugging me.
mum told me to stop at 3.
thanks alot.
i stayed in my room from 3 til 7.
i slept all the wayyy.
i so effing stressed now. i hate everyone.

ohhh and thanks alot to that someone.
i rather you tell me you were lazy than making up stupid excuses.
seriously. you didnt even bother to tell me.
when you wanted something. you were damn impatient.
you can call yourself a friend alriteee.

and im being such a brat to my mum today.
and it's her birthday.
im such a bitch. but im so stressed out and all.
i love her.
sorry im such a disappointment.

2009-11-10T08:51:00.000-08:00

I AM 15.
i am so greatful i have such loving parents.

i love my dad.
he sends my siblings and I to school every school day.
he is probably more tired now.
he attends a course at night.
and during the day he works.
THANK YOU.

i love my mum.
she is the best mum i could ever wish for.
she is so understanding.
so cool.
all that she has ever done for me.
THANK YOU.

IZZAH HAZIRAH.
i dont know why you are not doing well.

from now on.
i want to study harder.
my parents work hard to support the family.
the least i could do is to present them with good results.
they're not even asking for excellent results.
just good. and yet, i disappoint them.
time to wake up.
im gonna be in sec 4 soon.
be serious.
FIGHTING!

ohh and i love my family.
my siblings. my parents!

2009-11-10T08:00:00.000-08:00

i lurvve this pic.
me and nasrin.

gold trophy.
and well. i played one game only. haha.

look at my braces.
have rubber bands. ugly.

aly, mira and nan.

nas, nan, me, aly, mira.

yeahhh nan. i have an extra hand. wow. hahah.

random.

getting ready. not ready!

i look retarded. haha.

as usual. NOT READY.

THIS IS SOOO RANDOM.
look at nan! hahah.
look at whats behind nas. scaryy.

and again random.

seriously. not readyy.

discussing how to pose.

all of us were off the ground.
but they are tall.
thats why they looklike they jump much higher.

haha. NOT READY.

haha. wth are we doing?

we were supposed to face the front but not the front to the camera.

nice one(:

me and nas jump high!

tak menjadi.

i want shades.
but none fit my face.

haha. this outing was on the 23.10.09.
i so loveee the outing.
friday. school ended early.
went to bugis.
i bought body shop shower gels.
from $12.90 to $5.
OMG!!! i bought 4.
then went ard shopping.

decided to camwhore.
FUN LIKE WOAHHHH.
so retarded.
the security guard: you guys have nothing better to do*walks away*
all of us: *grins chuckle chuckle*
burst into fits of laughter.
i swear. damn funny.
and what was funnier.
nan re-enacting the scene of the security guard.
she made him seem so gay! haha.

went home.
but stopped by tampines mall for some body butter.
lol. body shop again.
I AM A FREAK.

today will be exciting.
going ice-skating at 10 plus.

2009-11-10T07:21:00.000-08:00

photos of jalan raya 2009!
omg i know its superrr late. haha.

2009-10-24T08:35:00.001-07:00

OOHMAHHOLYYY.
i am freaking out.
i have oral tomorrow. hafal ayats. damn it.
i am so pro at that. [sense the sarcasm]

the camera is with my dad. wanted to upload photos.
went bugis yesterday. [:
shoot. i shouldnt be talking about what i spent on.

fcuk. i am so dead. i dont want to fail.
maybe i will. ohh.
i promised myself not to swear that much anymore.
but emergency situations!

Do you swear often?
SIAL AAAAH! Haha, not as much as Izzah.
thanks uh amira. she did this survey. lol.

and i watched Eiffel...I'm In Love.
can i say i just love it. cuteee.
ohh eff it. i got distracted by watching videos on youtube.
kill me now!

2009-10-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

JUSTIN BIEBER just made my day:D
received chem, bio and ss results.
super sucky. gave up paying attention.
did Health Promotion Board survey after school.
went home with faiqah, aqilah and atikah.
shopped at cotton on to but tights.
yes i know. can still go shopping after the type of results i got.

i wanna go bugis tomorrow to buy stuff from body shop.
anybody up for it?

i likeee sezairi now. He is so cool.

my life is screwed.
results, friends, life overall.

quote of the day from atikah: at night... do it regularly.
HAHAHAH. she meant chatting with someone lah.

2009-10-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

2009-10-20T08:32:00.000-07:00

my brother is sick.
its so near O's. hopes he gets well soon.

abang: come here
me: *obediently goes to him*
abang: taste whether this milk is bad
me: *stares at him, stares at milk, smells the milk*
abang: *stares at me*
me: *mixes the cereal, picks up the spoon, slurps*
abang: *stares at me*
me: *makes disgusted face*
abang: *smiles* sour kan?
me: eeeeee. yeah. *slurps his drink*

haha. omg. gross.
tmr getting back chemistry, social studies and biology. SUCKS.

2009-10-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
yay. i get to use the pc.
today theres no school because its marking day.
so yesterday i went jalan raya.

lets blog about it another time?
malas.

so today was supposed to go amira's house at 10.30 am.
so tak menjadi. i woke up like 9 plus.
but i was in pain. my feet. so chill chill.

at 11 am finally went out.
met atikah at simei mrt.
we went to amira's house.
i like her house.

it was damn panas.
walk walk walk.
went to bugis.
walk walk walk.
lunch at macs. hee.

bought a pair of shoes.
and got cheated of my money. stupid effing perfume.
whatever.

spent the rest of the time at the national library.
im sad.
im low on $$$.
what a boring post. too bad.

2009-10-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

CLICK ON THE PHOTOS. CLEARER THAT WAY.
idk but the photos look grainy.

so innocent(:

amira and atikah.

atikah. me. amira.

my muka.

amira's muka!

hehe. nice!

amira's house.

lol. i look horrible.

2009-10-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

IM SUPPOSED TO UPLOAD PHOTOS AND UPDATE.
MALAS!
maybe later. need to freaking bathe.
just came back from jalan raya.
my hair is damn soft now. random fact.

2009-09-09T21:48:00.000-07:00

I DON'T GET AMATHS.
sucks man. that I don't get it.
but I shouldn't give up.
yeahh whatever.

2009-09-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

OMG.
I AM FINALLY UPDATING.
hehe.

in the morning,
i threw up before going to school.
so there goes my sahur.
my dad sent us to school.
US meaning my brother, me, my sister and my mum.

chem lesson in the morning.
and emaths after that.
waited for Atikah and went to Marine Parade library for awhile.

took 31 and stopped at Tanah Merah Mrt.
met amira, haryati, whoever else was there.
trained to Simei.
haha. we went shopping for timun. hahahha.
and pens of course.

went home and got ready for science tuition.
ran for 17. haha. kental much.

did work and left at 6 with hijanah.
took 17 to Changi Hospital.
so paiseh.
lost my balance and fell on two SAC girls. i know.
but they were very nice. cos they caught me! haha.
and i apologized profusely and they said its okay. haha.

reached Tampines Mall quite late.
met the rest at Pizza Hut.
Amira, Atikah, Aqilah and Faiqah. and her lil bro. haha.
haha. merepek here and there.
and rushed to aqilah's house to pray.

settled the money.
i spent alot kayy.
walked back to Tampines 1.
Hijanah and I were walking.
Aqilah turns around and smiles like gila.
i was confused.
Hijanah, "lelaki itu PANAS!" lol much.
Aqilah, Hijanah and I turned around to look.
he stared. idk who he stared at. but malu seyy.
so i smiled and grabbed them and walked faster.

bought Frolick yogurt. YAY!
went to the rooftop garden.
lepak-ed there. and camwhored.
it was really so much fun.
i started singing You Belong To Me.
Hijanah left first. and she smsed me about the PANAS guy. haha.

we could have camwhored more but well.
there were mats so we couldnt act so crazy.
Amira and Atikah left.
we lepak-ed some more until the security guard came.
"5 minutes more okay!"
haha. so we left.
Aqilah left us.

So it was Faiqah and her bro.
and i suddenly got leg cramps outside the mall.
Fai's lil bro "if there was a guy, then he can carry you"
haha. aper saja. we talked some more.
i love talking to Fai.
got tired so we went home.

and i cant find the USB cable.
how to upload the photos?

2009-07-31T07:41:00.000-07:00

I'm updating everything today(:

Happy 15th Birthday, dear Aqilah!
i cant post pictures.
blogger abit ._.

2009-07-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday was cool.

came to school.
visited 3e4.
nan told me nas watch harry potter already.
thanks for the broken promises man.

walked out and did homework in class.
nasrin and amirah came to cheer me up.
i was being so very difficult.
didnt accept the apologies.

2nd period rocks.
emaths. haha. drawing graphs.
mrs loy said my graph quite nice(:

recess okay lah.

went to tampines mall with.
faiqah, fuzzie, aqilah and nasrin.
faiqah's dad sent us there.
went popular.
bought stuffs.
parted with faiqah, aqilah and fuzzie.

met a'at at interchange.
then met kak fiqah, kak shidah, wak mar and wak salleh.
made our way to kfc.

met amira and atikah.
laughed laughed laughed like gila.
funny crap lah.
saw the guy that i met last friday. haha.

met amirah and we went to century square's toilet.
walked around century square.
bought more stuffs.
amira and atikah went off.

nasrin, amirah and I went tamp 1 to look around.
i wanted to try on this cute tutu skirt.
its so freakin cool. but well no one wanted to try it on with me.

went to more than words or whatever it is.
bought domo bag. cute.

went to interchange with them and parted there.
just missed 292 but the next bus came in like 10 mins.
omg omg omg.
was smsing nasrin and smiling to myself.
suddenly. IMRAN! hahahaha.
imran took the bus. he smiled at me so i smiled back(:
smsed nasrin about imran.
she was like "cheese guy uh?"
"cheese guy? haha. what cheese guy"
so yeah. that made me smile even more.

was carrying alot of stuff.
with my files and my plastic bags and my super huge tote bag.
got down quite gracefully for someone who was carrying alot of stuff.
and i didnt bother to turn around and wave at imran.

so got down and walked abit.
imran was at the back of the bus and was looking at me.
he flashed me that killer grin.
so i just smiled and waved.
i mean... what to do...
a hot guy smiling at you after you just ignored him for the whole bus ride.
was on cloud nine because of him.

i mean. he smiled at me.
usually i would smile first.
okay should stop. going hyper.

then went jogging after that.
helped the mats at the gateball court get their ball.
im such a kind soul.
haha. went to sleep after magrib.
woke up at 12+ to watch absolute boyfriend.
i love yesterday(:

finale of harper's island

2009-07-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

Matt Barr as Christopher 'Sully' Sullivan

C J Thomason as Jimmie Mance

omg. the kid at rasa 21 was uber cute lah.
he looked at me.
i smiled.
he smiled.
i smiled wider.
he laughed.
so freakin cute.
so chubby.

okay... and watching harper's island now.
omg. who would have thought henry is the killer.
henry is a weirdo. but hot.
jimmie is hot(:
and sully is another hot one(:

hee. should go to sleep now.

first day of term 3

2009-07-11T02:18:00.000-07:00

nan and me.

from left: me, amira, atikah, faiqah, aqilah.

first day of school.
term 3 that is.

update for the week

2009-07-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

hello. hey. gonna update for this week.

very hectic week. and its only week 2.

tuesday.
had maths tuition.

wednesday.
my twinx birthday!
but she was fasting. lol.
had amaths spring test.

thursday.
english oral(:
omg. i love ms karen. she is so nice.
confident about oral(:
met up with siti and went to pp with her.
omg. i was acting like her mum lah.
haha. so ordered her contacts and went to eat.
hee. she belanja me(:
met up with atikah after that to go home.

friday.
had emaths common test. screwed up.
failed the amaths spring test. tskkk.
emo-ed so didnt go recess.
in the end lapar juga. loser.
so recess was spent with dian.
took 31 with faiqah, bi, aqilah.
went to mcdonalds. met shakira and syahirah.
went kfc. damn funny.
there were mats and they were singing "we are from tanjong katong girls"
merepek. bi and me tried not to laugh.
went eastpoint with faiqah.
home.

saturday/now
had breakfast with the family at rasa 21.
watched my girl on channel u.
need to revise for amaths test. pffttt.

neon pink part

2009-07-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

can you imagine how freakin sad i must be.
whatever lah.
and yeah.
i sent my phone for servicing AGIAN.
wow. and hah. look my the nails.
it so totally fits the URL this time.
i mean for the neon pink part.
i sound like a bimbo =___= hee.

and the blog is not done.
duh. obvious enough.

a new start and a deleted blog

2009-07-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

omgggg.
why why why?
stupid. my other blog was deleted.
omg. i hate this.
onekissteddybear. that cute URL.
my beloved blog since i was secondary 2.

i feel so empty.
all those memories.
omg. i hate this.
starting with a new blog again.

i thought i could keep that blog forever.
and when im older, i could look back at those days.
and laugh at how kental i was.
but ohhh. its back to square one.